Man, today was tough at times. Had a few big things come up and it wore on me emotionally. I really struggles with self defeating thoughts. I was starting to get real bummed out about just about everything. Also, I have really been trying to make great meals for kids during this whole deal so they can enjoy great food. It was so difficult making them chicken enchiladas today. Make, I just wanted to eat the bowl of chicken. Plus, I made fresh guacamole and it smelled so freakin good. I just wanted to drink it. Would that count as juice??? lol
So, for some reason, today seemed tougher. Maybe my mind is worried about the 10 day and make a choice thing. Also, it was a few things wearing on me that made it a little tougher. I also, seem to worry about having enough food or juice stuff. We have plenty, I just worry for some reason. Guess it is an anxiety towards food. Feelings of not enough or deprivation. Guess I get to work through all that fun stuff.
Well, I made it today either way. Hopefully tomorrow will be a break through day since today was tougher.
Anyways, i'm off to bed and calling it a wrap.
Eat Well...
G
Tomorrow might be a snow day...Oh my...
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